It's a very memorable day for me... because before exact one year in 2011,September 22... that day was very surprising and very-very special for me.
On the morning my one friend called me and informed that "your sister wants to meet and talk you." It was a welcome shock for me which I wanted from previous 601 days... I could not believe but I got very happy...
I went to the room where my sister was living. At that time I was so frightened... But I had touched with happiness by eagerly of my sister... Herself wants to meet and talk me...
Finally my sister came near me and sit down; all her friends also were sit around me. My sister started the series of questions to me... I was trying to reply her every question honestly. She asked me so many questions but I honestly want to say might be I couldn't given satisfying reply for herselve's every questions however I tried fully! Otherwise she could accept me her brother what she didn't...
My sister had given me a full chance to talk herself but what would I speak in one hour...? I was so emotional to converse her. I did not like respect she given me; cause my sister is elder than me so "I don't think that I deserve respect from her." I could not converse her friendly which I wanted and was waiting from more than one and half year...
Because I want to talk with my sister alonely. I want to bewail and show her my tears... How I whimper and how cry in her memory to myself sleep... How I remember her... To tell how is my life without her and what is importance of sister in my life. Although I could not express my feelings for herself still my tears brimed in my eyes.
My sister had called me with my autobiography "MAAZI TAI: Ek Athvan" I writtened on our relation to store her memories... She flick through the pages of that book. After I known from my best friend that my sister had already read my complete autobiography. Thank you Tai for read the book. But I can not store each and every memorable event happened & I lived with my sister in my one book so I writes that all happy & sad moments in my daily diary; this article is writtened in third daily diary I am writing which is completing with this article and next 4th daily diary will be start to write. Where you will observe and look my sister's name on each and every page.
I promised my sister that I will not publish my that autobiography in the future and I am comitted her. I will never breach the promise... but I will try to publish my story by different media, format and type by different title if I can for my reader fans...
I drank glass of water and a teaspoon sugar cause of my thursday faste from my loving sweet sister... I can't forget the test of that two substances... I remember that glass of water I drink like 'ambrosia' taken from sister's hand...
After passed an happy hour with my sister I returned at my room. In the evening we attended the birthday of my friend where my sister and group also came; After celebration when we were returned my sister and group were going forward while I was going front behing them. I saw turning my sister & group from turning point at the room; this was last glimpse of my sister I saw ever...
Next day on 23rd Sept.2012. My sister was not in Ramtek cause she had left the room last night... I was also alone in Ramtek; It was very difficult time for me so I cried my heart out but nobody was there to hear me... I was so mad at that time. I can't describe how I cried on that day... And then I left the Ramtek.
Now also, I couldn't forget my sister... I had expected the wish from sister on my birthday but she didn't; I was thinking to wish my sister's birthday from bottom of my heart but I also couldn't... In the future I will to wish my sister's birthday.
My sister told me "If you come whenever at my homeplace.. come certainly at home. "she told me" We will remember Rajesh was our classmate in DTEd & wished me best luck in my slam." but I request you don't remember my name 'Rajesh' remember me as 'your brother'.
One year completed to that happy moments I lived with my sister but I couldn't forget her. I am living with that happy moments included in my Autobiography & daily diary. Today also I am living in hope that my sister will call me and will be accept as brother... Atlast I wish my sister a very big thanks for given me a very big and surprizing opportunity to meet & talk herself live for one hour.
Wishing Best Luck for her bright future. May Allah keep her safe and bless her an health, wealth, great success, satisfaction and a lot of happiness in her life..!
